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Ancient Civilizations / Re: 2012 the unveiling
« Last post by paulcmuir on June 18, 2013, 02:17:51 PM »
NASA deletes frames from Helioveiwer
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General Chat / Re: I keep hearing ambulances..
« Last post by Roo on June 16, 2013, 08:54:53 PM »
I'm learning to control the sounds.  Like I said, they are not there when I don't think about them, but then as soon as I notice them they begin again and can continue automatically.  It's as if I had thousand of arms which are working different processes (vision, thoughts, sensation, movement, etc.), but because I have so many I cannot focus on all at once.  My focus is always checking over the arms, in cycles, and as it flits parts the ambulance siren arm it accidentally knocks the gear in to place.  Once this is done it is like sounds are "on" and I haven't yet learned how to intentionally turn off the switch.  But last night I got better at focussing elsewhere - which is difficult, it is like the "don't think of a blue cow" thing - and the more I trusted that I had control of the sounds, the more confident I became at believing they were off.  So it is this funny little psychological thing going on and if anyone ever reads this (who also experiences the same thing) perhaps see he you can manage to engage your brain processes and learn to mute the sounds.  This "challenge, practice, belief, mastery" thing is analogous to many other things in my life so maybe my outlook is influencing what is happening.  But yeah, funny, funny brain/mind/psyche laws.
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Miscellaneous Spirituality / Peganum harmala ~ An Indo-European Plant Teacher
« Last post by Star Shine on June 15, 2013, 11:20:45 AM »
Introduction
Encounters with entities who teach or guide are a characteristic feature of hallucinogenic ayahuasca trances. For discussion purposes, we have granted ontological status to these entities without regard for the epistemological or metaphysical implications of that status.

We have been interested in these phenomena for several years, but the South American vine, Banisteriopsis caapi, which is the basis for ayahuasca, is not readily available in North America. The DMT-containing admixture plants, Psychotria viridis, and Diplopteris cabrarana, which produce the vivid hallucinations, are even harder to obtain. Therefore, we have been investigating combinations of synthetic DMT with various beta-carboline containing plants, not only B. caapi, but also Passiflora incarnata and Peganum harmala.

Peganum harmala
P. harmala, or Syrian Rue, is the plant from which harmine was first isolated, as well as a source of harmaline and tetrahydroharmine. Total beta-Carboline content runs almost 4% by weight in the seeds of Syrian Rue. These alkaloids occur in roughly the same proportions as in B. caapi. Ten grams of Syrian Rue seeds provide about 400 mg of total beta-Carbolines, about that amount in a typical dose of ayahuasca.

Syrian Rue grows in semi-arid conditions. It originated in Central Asia, and is held in high esteem throughout Asia Minor as a medicinal, aphrodisiac and dye plant. There is no solid historical evidence of ritual or religious use. It is sometimes known as "ruin weed" since it often grows on the tells covering the ruins of ancient cities in the Near East. It now grows wild in Eurasia and has recently been spread to Texas, Nevada, New Mexico and Southern California. Dye quality seeds are available from several West Coast seed services for about $50.00 per pound.

Preparation
We prepared our hallucinogenic brew in a manner similar to that used to prepare ayahuasca. Fifty grams of seeds were finely ground in a spice mill. The powdered seeds were added to 4 quarts of water and boiled in a slow cooker overnight. The resulting liquid was poured off and saved, and 4 quarts of fresh water were added to the residue. This second wash was also boiled for 12 hours. Both washes had a noticeable yellow color, indicating the possible presence of harmine. Both washes were strained while hot though a cloth coffee filter and then reduced to a final volume of 500 ml. Synthetic N,N-DMT-HCl was boiled in during the final reduction (not boiling in the DMT adversely affects the brew's potency).

The High
We drank the brew on empty stomachs. First effects were noticed in about five minutes. Physical side effects include tingling extremities, slight tremor, lassitude and very slight nausea. The mental effects of the come-on are similar to the initial effects of smoked DMT but are milder and in slow motion. The anti-depressant effects of the beta-Carbolines are quite striking; a strange calm elation is felt.

The DMT-like effects peak in about 25-30 minutes with strong visual disturbances. We were in a darkened room and the closed-eye geometric patterns were very vivid. We felt a "presence" in these patterns which we could bring into direct contact by a combination of repeated nonsense babbling (which turned into glossolalia) and direct address to the "entity," e.g. "Who are you?" "Show yourself!" "Do you want to talk?" etc.

The Plant Teacher
On both occasions, we contacted a "teacher" who identified himself with the Syrian Rue plant. During our discussions with him (which were out loud; subvocalizing was ineffective) the teacher showed us visions, answered questions and provided specific health, emotional and psychological advice. The "voice in the head" phenomenon was not as strongly constituted as on high dose mushrooms. However, the vividness, clarity and understandability of the visionary illustrations which often accompanied the conversations were striking. Intense feelings (which shifted with the visions), changes in tone of voice and manner of speaking, including glossolalia (as recorded on tape) and strong contact highs were additional phenomena noted. The plant teacher had a definite personality which was strongly male, very friendly, humorous, with an interest in story-telling bordering on the garrulous.

We have independent confirmation of contact phenomena by an associate who tried the same combination.

The Visions
Representative visions and raps included:

    Plant diagrams and information on watering, plant diseases and placement of the Syrian Rue plant in our garden.
    A diagram of a human heart, showing the auricular node and the neurology of the heartbeat.
    Art and artifacts from the Old European civilization C. 10,000 BC, e.g., Catal Huyuk; including pottery and statuary.
    A vision of the Goddess, holding the plant teacher and the human contactee intertwined in Her hands.
    An amazingly vivid and intense "movie" of the last scene from Robert A. Heinlein's Starship Troopers, showing the destruction of an insect planet by human warriors.
    The ruins of Persepolis, then, upon request, Persepolis in its original polychrome, sunlit splendor.
    A vision of the plant teacher as a Mongol warlord, in golden armor, astride an armored and caparisoned woolly mammoth.
    A vision of Gracie's mother at Gracie's age, from the inside, that is, Gracie experienced her mother from her mother's point of view.
    Various pieces of psychological and relationship advice, including insights into both our childhoods.

The visions faded about three hours after ingestion with the presence slowly fading in the fourth hour. The total trip lasts about 6 hours.

Dosage
This brew can be very intense and we could not recommend it to anyone who has not had significant experience with similar visionary states such as high dose mushrooms (5gm+, smoked DMT (40 mg+) or mescaline (500 mg+). Individual sensitivity to the beta-Carboline/DMT combination varies greatly, so we recommend that one "sneak-up" on the effects. While our nominal dose would be 10 grams of seeds with 40 mg of DMT, 30 mg of DMT will definitely allow for contact. Five grams of seeds with 20 mg of DMT seems to be the threshold dose. The intensity of the visual effects seems most dependent upon the dosage of DMT. The length of the effects and the depth of the contact seem most dependent upon the dose of Syrian Rue. Our personal preference is 7 grams of seeds with 30 mg of DMT, with a booster dose of 5 grams Rue and 20 mg DMT after one hour.

Warning
The interaction of certain foods and drugs with the MAO inhibition brought on by beta-carbolines can be fatal!! The following substances must not be ingested within 48 hours before and after taking the brew: [A more complete list is available here]

    All amphetamines or related compounds, such as MDA, MDMA, phenylpropanolamine, ephedrine, etc. [add "smart drugs" to this category.]
    Any foods containing tyramine, or where enzymatic processes have been used: e.g., yoghurt, sour cream, aged cheeses, wines, especially port or Chianti, beer, fermented sausages (pepperoni), soy sauce, etc.
    Certain other foods, including: shellfish, bananas, liver, avocados, broad beans, chocolate, coffee and others.

This list is not all-inclusive. Please do further research before attempting to experiment! The dangerous interaction usually precipitates a hypertensive crisis and certain people are especially sensitive to the effects, particularly those with heart abnormalities or high blood pressure. We ourselves have had a few close calls while investigating the beta-Carbolines.

Good physical health and the advice of a "hip" physician are helpful, nevertheless, exercise caution if you become interested in these combinations.

Comparison With Ayahuasca
While our direct experience with B. caapi and DMT admixtures is very limited, we have these preliminary comments. The Syrian Rue experience is less heavy, and the entity more casual, garrulous and intimate. The caapi entity seems more formal, more experienced with human contact, especially in health and psychology, and seems to be a more powerful teacher.

Chemical Analysis
The chemical analysis of ayahuasca can be found in Stafford, Psychedelics Encyclopedia, and Schultes and Hofmann, The Botany and Chemistry of Hallucinogens. A more detailed analysis of the brew is in McKenna, et. al., Journal of Ethnopharmacology, 10 (1984), 195-223.

Conclusion
A full account of our various experiments with beta-Carbolines and DMT will be in our forthcoming book: Notes from Underground: Psychedelic Perspectives for the Next Millennium, which will be published by High Frontiers Press sometime early in 1992.

We'd like to acknowledge the information and moral support provided by Dennis, Terence and Kat McKenna, which made it possible for us to structure the experiments so as to make contact on our first attempt.

Finally, the plant teacher said that it would like to communicate with any human willing to take the brew.

Stay High and Stay Free!
Gracie and Zarkov

http://www.erowid.org/plants/syrian_rue/syrian_rue_info4.shtml
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Dimensions of Consciousness / Re: Ken Wilber / the atman project.pdf
« Last post by Pixies on June 14, 2013, 09:23:00 PM »
Thanks for the link. Seems very interesting so far.
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Astrology and Astronomy / Re: Comet ISON
« Last post by Pixies on June 14, 2013, 09:21:36 PM »
Bashar's prediction actually doesn't sound too exciting - oh well

Thanks Roo, but I don't even know if I'm doing better. I'm taking hemp oil infused with cannabidiol every day and I suppose it's helping. But now I wake up too early and my sleep schedule is generally all messed up.
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General Chat / I keep hearing ambulances..
« Last post by Roo on June 14, 2013, 04:51:32 AM »
I just wanted to note that I've hearing the slow wail of an ambulance siren in my head for the past couple of weeks (though I only really noticed it was a kind of hallucination a few nights ago).  It sounds exactly like what a real ambulance would sound like if it was blaring its sirens a few streets away - faint but clear.  But it is never-ending.  I remember the first time I realised it: I was kept up by it late at night and I remember sitting up in bed and thinking "how can this go on for 15 minutes?"  Then I concentrated and realised that I was making the noise.  It is not there if I am focussed on something else, but whenever I turn my attention to the blank nothingness of the background-mind it returns, ceaselessly.  And I kind of manipulate it, draw out the high pitch or maintain the low.  However, it always returns to its "default" autonomous pattern.

Does anyone know what could cause this or has anyone experienced the same thing and know how to cure it?

I don't think it is physiological because I am very protective of my ears (I wear earplugs a lot).  I do sometime watch or listen to music loudly (but not extremely loud - I have housemates), and the last time I was at a concert was about six months ago.  I think it is psychological.  I have a history of being fearful of and anxious around ambulances.  Whenever one went by I thought I had done something wrong, felt incredibly guilty, and would be re-immersed in the paranoid thoughts of my psychedelic crisis.  Its gotten a lot better since the original post of this thread but not completely better, there is still some questioning/confusion (but little anxiety) when an ambulance goes by.  I have become more "OCPD" as time goes by though and do find myself very anxious on a day-to-day basis.  So I am wondering if this recent manifestation of sirens is linked to some deep fear, some shadow element, some repressed emotion that needs to be attended to.

Although it is mainly sirens I did notice last night that after one of housemates had finished making his tea the sound of the metal teaspoon as it was swirled around the mug continued for like five minutes - like the siren, it was a repetitive sound.  I don't know..  Could the anxiety be latching onto unusual or annoying sounds and reproducing them for fear they wont stop?  It seems more than coincidental that my brain chooses to loop one of the most annoying sounds I've ever encountered (an ambulance siren).  And I am worried about things like permanent brain damage and schizophrenia, though at the same type there is a certain excitement because any "psychic" occurrences could be signs of growth or opportunity.

All in all, I'm not too worried at the moment, though it is annoying.  I'm at the end of my semester btw but very behind.  I'm trying to finish one assessment atm (due today) and I have another to due next Friday (major essays) that I haven't even started.  I was also sick two weeks ago and am starting to feel ill again.  I just feel exhausted all the time.  I can't be bothered and have no energy to complete my end of semester work and at the same time I am totally stressed over it all.  But it is a low-level stress.  Last year I may have been crying and distraught over this, but this time I am rather casual about it, but it could soon become overwhelming and all burst through to the surface.  But the feeling currently is of annoyance but also resignation.  We'll see where it leads.

Again, I just want to live permanently at a retreat somewhere in the country.  Where there are fields and forests, and an old castle in which to live and study in.  I can socialise when I need to, meditate when I need to, and study at my own pace.  There would be romance too.  And I could exercise, get enough sunlight, sleep, and eat well.  I want to go there.  This place here is a struggle always.



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Dimensions of Consciousness / Re: Ken Wilber / the atman project.pdf
« Last post by Roo on June 13, 2013, 09:14:41 PM »

I accidentally stole this book from my library.  I was going to return it soon but I really should read before I do.
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And a subconscious 11:11 post to boot.  :wiggle:
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