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CASSIDY Picked a Peck of Pickled Peppers! AGAIN!
cassidy:
floop:
Wow Cassidy. Thanks for sharing, must of taken alot of courage. O:-) Won't write much as I think a few others may be able to express more wisdom than me, but maybe I could offer you a few of my insights?
Firstly, you are beautiful! :ang6: You are obviously a deep thinker and your words show alot of maturity. I just want you to know this: that you are a cherished child of the universe (LTI reminded myself of this when I was having hard times / faced with tough decisions, and it really is true). You prob already know this. I just wanted to make it clear!
Now, there is absolutely no need to apologise for ANYTHING (you family, your writing style hehe, or yourself) for fear that you are portraying something in 'negative' way. We are all in this together: All is One, Ane is All. Like you said, nothing 'bad' ever happens, we are just evolving. All the issues you and your family are dealing with are universal! I see alot of my family in yours you know - especially with my mum.
Anyway, most people are unconscious of the fact that they are, and this may sound cheesy, connected to Source. They have forgotten that they are Masters, they are God. So to wake ourselves up we create dramas for ourselves so that we can learn how to transcend them, individually and collectively (heard of ascension? ;p), so we can REMEMBER that we are one with God, and not some silly little seperate ego. Now again, you prob already know this to some extent, but the difference between knowing a concept and deeply understanding it through direct experience is profound. Now, like karma, these 'destructive' patterns will keep repeating themselves until the subject learns how to rise above them (basically until he/she learns how to raise his/her consciousness). Once this happens things get a little easier becuase they start to walk The Path, and basically they become the force of evolution with the universe by their side supporting them. Once humanity becomes this state manifest, we will have our Garden of Eden!
So, in light of all that, are you sure that the most important question to ask is "how do I raise six grand?".. Remember that quote "give a man a fish; you have fed him for today. Teach a man to fish; and you have fed him for a lifetime"? Wouldn't giving you mum the six grand be like giving her a fish? Only you can answer that question. Let's just say that everything happens for a reason, every cloud has its silver lining, and every soul must walk its own path.
I hope I don't sound too cold here Cassidy. I really care deeply about humanities woes though I recognise that I still have alot of compassion to cultivate. I have recently come out of my own 'life-drama' and the feeling of freedom I felt once I 'got it' was incredible to say the least. Once you realise this elusive 'thing' that all of humanity is looking for the real learning begins. So since then I feel 'love' in a different way I guess you could say. If people really knew the truth of who they were and what this 3d reality actually is then we would all sit around laughing at all the 'troubles' we were once so concerned with. I understand that I don't personally know your family or even yourself though the fact that you are on this site make you family to me! :hdance: And, like I said, these issues are universal.
I do not want to give you any direct advice - I'm sorry! Non-e's response once when I asked him for advice was, "follow your own advice". YOU have the answers you seek Cassidy! You just need to find out how to listen to your own little helper. :wnk: So maybe the best piece of advice I could give you is to keeping working on yourself, keep waking up, keep asking the important questions, keep remembering your dreams, keep doing what excites you - you will find your inspiration eventually.
I'm sorry I can't be clearer than that. Real things of value never come easy right? Ok, sometimes they do..
MUCH LOVE! O:-)
floop:
PS - of course you can help your family out in subtle ways.. use your feelings haha. You know what I mean? Don't be reactive. Maintain calmness and clarity. I thing a poem is appropriate here:
Our Deepest Fear
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear
is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness,
that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous,
talented and fabulous?
Actually who are we not to be?
You are a child of God.
Your playing small doesn't serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking
so that other people
won't feel insecure around you.
We are all meant to shine as children do.
We were born to make manifest
the glory of God that is within us.
It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone.
And when we let our own light shine,
we unconsciously give other people
permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear,
our presence automatically liberates others.
- Marianne Williamson
cassidy:
:hangin: :hangin:
roooo90o0o0o0o :}
thank you soo much! i didnt think anyone would write that much :heart: i tend to apologize about things a lot, mostly on the computer because i usually think i soudn stupid or conceited when it's hard to tell the tone of voice an i look at what i wrote.. bhaba no more explanations.
Wehn i was reading through what you typedd..well, i have lot of things to say in response but i just cant say it all when i'm this dead tired. iI'm just going to say a few things for now,first, I completely understand that i should just go along with my intuition. i know i should trust myself, trust my instincts, and just trust the whole 'process'.. "instead of seeking others for advice, seek your own counsel" i know, i know, but at the same time i dont know.
think of the crazy stuff that's going come in a year or so?i guess i can just keep going along with life and everything like i have been, i feel like i'm not accomplishing anything. then when i think of the things i want to do, it somehow involves money.. even if its not directly paying money like the main thing i want to do-travel-, it still does. here's a shallow example:me and my best friend, bridget, have had this plan for a whhile to start making songs on garage band/something similar on the pc, record a few of our own things on guitar,sax,harmonica & we want to learn how to play more instruments, and then make little video clips to go with the music and put them and you tube.. and then become famous, easy. buuuuttt, we'd have to get a video camera, probably invest in some other type of music lessons, this little thing from urban outfitters that can play with sounds andshit, and probably a laptop. so damn, we cant do it. a bunch of simple things just end up needing money.. and it sucks. haha and i'm thinking, is it just high school? no, it just is, it. just. is. it's right here and now and then and there .., but it can't last too much longer right? how many more years can this game go on? so many question marks [ : damn soltice pu tme in some kind of typeing mood.normally i wouldnt type somethingso long in a daay. bawuh
anyway, the second thing im trying to make clear is if i keep letting life and my own insight guide me and just push me where i need to go (it's been working fine so far) but now i feel like i need to TRY and do something, i feel like pretty soon i'm going to be accomplishing something big? but i dont know what it is? then again, if i work at doing whatever it is that i'm about to do or even doing right now.. i'm changing my ways from ont feel like i've bee n working towards anything i. are we suppoosed to? maybe i'm just freaking out because i'm used to having school and hardcore training everyday.. and the track meets and tests and so made me feel like i was actually doing something? :o that year went faast.
:phar: :wizard: :rasta: :hpeace: :hip2: :hip3: :jester: :hip4:........ :ufo1: :ufo1: :ufo1:
well, now that i can't even see what i'mn odoing, i'd better get to bed..its 4:45 am, n i only slept like 3 hrs last night., and i have to go to work with my mom at 5:45. daamn i kin of got carried away again.. i'm very tired and i just wanted to say thansk again to roo! wheatever your name is. and to anyone else who's reading . i love you alll, i htink that one thing i need is to talk to you guys more becuase everyone on here makes me happy :):) i will be on later after my 8:00 band practice ahahah. excuse my tiredness. sweet dreams everyone! oh wait,its mornnginggg... <3
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