CASSIDY Picked a Peck of Pickled Peppers! AGAIN!

[Lucifer]

stay addicted to love no matter what 

 "TRUST ME, LET GO OF THE BRANCH."

[cassidy]

there has been a mosquito trying to suck my blood for about 5 minutes now. I know he's hungry and all, and I don't want him to starve, but I'd like it if he moved on. I don't remember the last time that I've killed something (on purpose)

humans are strong, and sometimes hard to tolerate, but how can we NOT tolerate them?

http://www.google.com/search?q=define:tolerate&aq=0&oq=define tolerate&aqi=l1g1&gs_rfai=CK1iGBsJHTIOlCorAM6CPoYEKAAAAqgQFT9AElHw

impossible without the one escape of killing yourself right? seems like a lot of definitions come down to that.

 (HAHAH, that sounds scary, i'm not suicidal obviouslyyy , but those words could be taken in the 'wrong' way :-} <3 <3 <3 )

I haven't seen my soul sister since February? I think... and I found out that I won't be seeing her again until I get back from



which will be on August 6th.....

We'll be on the train in less than 24 hours from now (me, mom, brother). The estimated time for the train ride is 18 hours. I guess the 22nd is a good day to leave. 2 is a good number...


I'm bringing one book, The Celestine Prophecy ( )

 my ipod, with lots more songs on it now! including some mozart for the mind hahaah

Physical things.............. it's hard to pack. I don't remember having a problem packing last two times that I took an ACTUAL vacation. This isn't a problem, but I'm thinking about it a lot. I know I'll have more than I need once I'm there. I hope my mom doesn't want to buy us stuff. I've been telling her lately that I don't need anything. I might act like i want things..... but I REALLY don't have to go shopping for school clothes. I just would like some organic conditioner. I don't remember the last time I washed my hair either hahaha, it's not gross, it's healthy. My hair has made some big decisions for me lately, one being that I'M NEVER DYING IT AGAIN. good thing.

http://www.google.com/images?hl=en&q=decision%20one&rlz=1R2ACEW_enUS370&um=1&ie=UTF-8&source=og&sa=N&tab=wi&biw=1676&bih=846


something big I'm looking forward to , on this trip, is knowing my brother. I've lost him. He's not even coming home tonight

AND I plan to not use my cell phone while I'm there, unless it's contacting someone else who IS there..

other than... I will call my sister ... on a landline.

MY DREAMS (the ones that I have when i'm sleeping) are becoming more and more vivid. I'm in a routine of writing them down too.

    ..... i wonder where that mosquito went


I've been meeting some cool people. I'm also getting better at expressing myself to these people that I find crazy because they think I'm crazy .... 

we all just have to know nobdy is just because we're all  ,,, when really,  , is just a label.


anyway, I will definitely come back home and here with lots of pictures, stories, and dreams.

since my dad is staying home, he's sad, I can feel it. I hope that tomorrow I can tell him he's the best dad that I could ever have. I used to be jealous of other peoples parents, but we have to love our "parents" that put us here solely for the fact that they DID put us here. Also.... we can share parents, i've always done it without realizing.

I really do love you all, really I do.

I am really.

and my mosquito friend is back, but currently he seems much more interested in the computer screen than in me.



another thing i love..



my house owns all those instruments. more than one of two of them     and one i've been playing for five years.

(there is only one violin in my house and I've been too scared to play it. how awful it must be to learn at first...)

[Lucifer]

there has been a mosquito trying to suck my blood for about 5 minutes now. I know he's hungry and all, and I don't want him to starve, but I'd like it if he moved on. I don't remember the last time that I've killed something (on purpose)

humans are strong, and sometimes hard to tolerate, but how can we NOT tolerate them?

let me tell you one secret  ... mosquitoes are MOther Nature's acupuncture 

[floop]

there has been a mosquito trying to suck my blood for about 5 minutes now. I know he's hungry and all, and I don't want him to starve, but I'd like it if he moved on. I don't remember the last time that I've killed something (on purpose)

humans are strong, and sometimes hard to tolerate, but how can we NOT tolerate them?

let me tell you one secret  ... mosquitoes are MOther Nature's acupuncture 

 

More, more!



C'mon, one more secret?

[Lucifer]

there has been a mosquito trying to suck my blood for about 5 minutes now. I know he's hungry and all, and I don't want him to starve, but I'd like it if he moved on. I don't remember the last time that I've killed something (on purpose)

humans are strong, and sometimes hard to tolerate, but how can we NOT tolerate them?

let me tell you one secret  ... mosquitoes are MOther Nature's acupuncture 

 

More, more!



C'mon, one more secret?

ok you ask for it ...

the nose + third eye ... equals a dick ... stay with me here i will explain 

the two nostrils are the balls  ... connecting with air-energy negative on the left positive on the right
the third eye is the head ... and don't ask me about the mouth you can guess

... here is another very interesting one

when you close one eye .. you see one reality ... when you close the other eye .. you see another reality ..
i call them the twin realities
when you close both eyes ... you see all that is 

[living_the_illusion]

Have a wonderful trip!!!!!!!!!   

[cassidy]

thank you i will have a good trip indeed. so much worryinnnnnnnggg going arouuundd my house and its making my body whatever and sleepy. i want some tea.

i just popped in an old SD card in my computer and found some pictures and one video.. which reminded me of this, posted by me and a friend a few years ago on youtube when we shared an account haha. still on there.......

its the band that bob was in, "duck for the oyster" (LOL square dancing)  bob's playing guitar. four great men.. those four.....   

Duck For The Oyster

[floop]

C'mon, one more secret?

ok you ask for it ...

the nose + third eye ... equals a dick ... stay with me here i will explain 

the two nostrils are the balls  ... connecting with air-energy negative on the left positive on the right
the third eye is the head ... and don't ask me about the mouth you can guess

... here is another very interesting one

when you close one eye .. you see one reality ... when you close the other eye .. you see another reality ..
i call them the twin realities
when you close both eyes ... you see all that is 

lol thanks! will keep that first one in my subconscious for now it will probably make sense later..

[CSIWEMBLEY]

CASSIDY? ... your first name isnt KERRY by any chance? ... just a thought

[cassidy]

CASSIDY? ... your first name isnt KERRY by any chance? ... just a thought

haha nope I'm Cassidy.

 


and nice perception penis ball nostril theory. can't grasp it exactly thoguhhh. hahaaha








cahhhnaaahdddddddaaaa.

[Lucifer]

 

"You say this, I say that" shit.
perfect balance with the root chakra and the third eye .. they are one &*


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[Peace]

my goodness... you have probably already heard..... out of the 10 tracks on his new album this is the only one I like.. and i was expecting some good DnB : )

DJ Fresh - Fight

 

[cassidy]

my goodness... you have probably already heard....

who? hahaha whowow wow wo whoo aao hwwhowo hooo

haha damn that's awesome, thanks 

"You say this, I say that" shit.
perfect balance with the root chakra and the third eye .. they are one &*