Thought I would share a bit about my experience as of late. Mr. Wolfe has been influencing me to a degree which I have found to be quite pleasant in/on this plane of being. In this moment what is most exciting is ''nerve resistance'' or subjecting our physical meat suits to extreme cold/hot. We have a spring that I have ''swam'' in three times now, once on accident (fell in, another post) and the last couple of times intentionally. He is right when he speaks of it's really a no to our minds/egos, but on a 'greater' level it's a flat out YES. Who the hell would want to willingly jump into freezing ass cold water and submerge their heads (and genitals for that matter)?? Me.
Anyway, 3d aside ~ It's an interesting metaphor. Walking to the spring knowing you're about to do something you kind of don't want to do, but do. Subjecting yourself to something initially extremely discomforting knowing the end result is gold. This speaks on many levels IMO (pre 3d incarnation, physical transition, 8d bridge?).
I'm living many lives or so it seems. Eating like a fanatic knowing my dietary shift means nothing in and of itself though when seen as a plausible result of ''work'' being (hopefully) comp-leted on other planes exuberates a convenient truth, though still not entirely tangible to ''this'' me. I get this feeling from time to time of something very odd both happening and about to happen albeit paradoxical. Like, I am not who I think I am. Like, my perception is about to fold in some way. Ah, can't find the words.
Guess that's enough rambling. Going to go clean now. <3