Likewise about the questioning even before drugs, resisting the norm and wanting to detach myself from reality
I haven't been able to look back into my past and search for those finer details of the where exactly, the how and why's. But I know I have fed all that "negativity" if you will, with love and it's been released. The important thing for me is being here, I made it. I read between the lines!
You boyfriend's task could be to help the world transcend the need to take drugs to enter higher states of consciousness. But to do that he will need to first raise his own consciousness. To that he will need to be in full acceptance of what is. With this realization the angle changes and instead of looking down upon his fellow beings because they use drugs he will lead by example and show them what is possible. With this approach he just may "free the world from drugs".
That's a very good interpretation roo, I haven't been able to think about it that way! Still expanding greatly in terms of releasing linear and dualistic thinking
But I have been wanting him to have that full acceptance of what is so I am halfway there. I always say everything happens for a reason because every moment is perfect and every moment is manifested by spirit, so it was a conscious creation whether you know it or not, whether you like it or not. He disagrees completely with that still except for the self manifestation part. He also thinks perfection does not exist because in the pursuit for it humanity ended up in this "lower vibration". So I reckon he still has some DNA embedded issues to deal with, and I want to more than anything, help him on the path back to light because I didn't have that physical someone alongside me when I had to go through the fear and pain.
Because of our views being vastly different and his inability to just accept what is happening, globally, he has broken up with me twice - because of fear. He's intimidated by me and can't believe someone can love him and compliment his being the way I do. But we are looking at 3rd time lucky now - because something is keeping us together and it's impossible being apart. Soulmates IMO and his but that's another story
So I feel it's one of my purposes to get him out this rut so that he can truly make a difference to the world. He is a Scientologist so his views on life etc are similar but still vastly different.
linear and dualistic thought patterns can evolve into higher expressions of oneness.
For sure, reading this just took my breath away
Thank you so much roo, Much love always! <3*
Your input has helped a lot in shifting the uneasiness of my situation into a better place I can work from - Have always been able to step away and solve a problem from a distance but not this time. You have a truly enlightened understanding & grasp of things