Are you a wanderer?

[Blue lotus]

[CSIWEMBLEY]

well i know i am an ET, not quit sure if a wanderer of watcher

[Olembe]

hahahaHAha
perhaps, but I think that metaphysical world, is still the same real world, maybe a little bit more detailed

[CSIWEMBLEY]

hahahaHAha
perhaps, but I think that metaphysical world, is still the same real world, maybe a little bit more detailed

.. in ways we cant even imagine, well, : not yet anyway

[Arrow]

I'm heading for residence in my 9th state in a week or so and into my 40th house. Does that make me a wanderer?

In 1976 I had memory recall that my soul journey started somewhere in the Pleiades. Guess that
cinches it.

[non-e-raygun]

 To all who may be interested. Here is a link to the direct download of "A Wanderers Handbook" PDF version
Published by L/L Research

http://www.llresearch.org/library/a_wanderers_handbook_pdf/a_wanderers_handbook.pdf

[Arrow]

I've known for a long time that I was a "wanderer"
and exactly as this book describes, and I have known many others.
And when we meet each other we know exactly our kinship in wandering.

My daily mantra is "I want to go home but I don't know where that is"
ringing in my head now for over 30 years, daily, during cooking,
during childcare, while driving, while with lovers, while moving and
doing all that life offers, rings the mantra. Even before the mantra
came, I knew. I knew since very very young.

regardless of family,
property,
location,
profession,
marriage,
beliefs,
something other,
much deeper,
drives me,
drives me.

I cannot name it,
nor see it.
It drives me.

Just the knowing that I am
something other
Waiting
Waiting
for that fulfillment
of unification
with the unknown
and awakening
of memory
to all that I am.

[dcdaveclarke]

The Wanderer - U2 & Johnny Cash

Dion Dimucci - The Wanderer

[Arrow]

Nice..

[living_the_illusion]

 To all who may be interested. Here is a link to the direct download of "A Wanderers Handbook" PDF version
Published by L/L Research

http://www.llresearch.org/library/a_wanderers_handbook_pdf/a_wanderers_handbook.pdf

Thanks Blue for original post and Non-e for the handbook link.     This has a lot of great material in it IMO.  I don't get too hung up on a label b/c I don't have the recall at this time some of you others do here.  However, regardless of where we are from, this has a lot of good info and personal stories.

[non-e-raygun]

 To all who may be interested. Here is a link to the direct download of "A Wanderers Handbook" PDF version
Published by L/L Research

http://www.llresearch.org/library/a_wanderers_handbook_pdf/a_wanderers_handbook.pdf

Thanks Blue for original post and Non-e for the handbook link.     This has a lot of great material in it IMO.  I don't get too hung up on a label b/c I don't have the recall at this time some of you others do here.  However, regardless of where we are from, this has a lot of good info and personal stories.

 I get a strong feeling that there are many here now who are passing through, but I know that I've been here for a damn long time. There is a bigger picture regarding choice, but I also know that I am here as required by karmic retribution for some of "my" past exploits. There is such a feeling of joy when you intuitively know that this is it. Regardless of whether anything happens here I can tell that it is time to move on. I have outgrown my experiences here and Know and understand why this particular life was essential. It wrapped every other life and experience into a tiny little package and allowed me to view it all through the understanding of analogy and juxtaposition while putting a bow on it and saying goodbye.

[dcdaveclarke]

allowed me to view it all through the understanding of analogy and juxtaposition while putting a bow on it and saying goodbye

Im doing that now as we speak, so to speak! ;o

[non-e-raygun]

allowed me to view it all through the understanding of analogy and juxtaposition while putting a bow on it and saying goodbye

Im doing that now as we speak, so to speak! ;o

 

[CSIWEMBLEY]

allowed me to view it all through the understanding of analogy and juxtaposition while putting a bow on it and saying goodbye

Im doing that now as we speak, so to speak! ;o

 

its likely we all are, with just a few exceptions     .... ok, maybe knot

[Draikonz]

This description seems to fit me in many points, but im still unsure about my true nature, deep need of knowing who I am really. It's like my mind shifted from denying to total believing of nature of life. What appeals me the most is that my physical body isn't like most of the people since my bones seems so much versatile, by this i mean im flexible and found a way to crack all of em, neck, fist, back, hips, knee, wrists, the connection between my arm and my elbow. Since i was young i could never stop doing it since it procurred me such a nice sensation like it was getting me lighter... somehow. And since ever i have a winged scapula, i can really expand it in my back and move em up and down like i could fly if i had wings. There's also a bone somehow growing at the level of my pineal gland behind my head in a sphere shape that isnt so big but enough not to be normal since my friends we're all like "What the fk is this man"  Never really understood the nature of these and was wondering if anyone had them similar  

Winged scapula :

winged scapulaKOP2008.avi

(Imagine mine is pouring out like thrice or more farer then this and that i can move em, very differently of this but its similiar.)

And also my vision has changed this year mostly, when my eyes are closed i do not see blackness, yes there are black in it but most of what i see are the 7 colors of the rainbow, changing symetrical patterns of these color, everyday, and it does stack over my real vision but i find it quite hard to distinct what color i see if im looking at my aura because i seem to see so much color that i cant identify myself

Thank you for reading  

(Im from quebec and my native language is french, sorry for bad language usage)

[OVERTone]

This description seems to fit me in many points, but im still unsure about my true nature, deep need of knowing who I am really. It's like my mind shifted from denying to total believing of nature of life. What appeals me the most is that my physical body isn't like most of the people since my bones seems so much versatile, by this i mean im flexible and found a way to crack all of em, neck, fist, back, hips, knee, wrists, the connection between my arm and my elbow. Since i was young i could never stop doing it since it procurred me such a nice sensation like it was getting me lighter... somehow. And since ever i have a winged scapula, i can really expand it in my back and move em up and down like i could fly if i had wings. There's also a bone somehow growing at the level of my pineal gland behind my head in a sphere shape that isnt so big but enough not to be normal since my friends we're all like "What the fk is this man"  Never really understood the nature of these and was wondering if anyone had them similar  

Winged scapula : winged scapulaKOP2008.avi (Imagine mine is pouring out like thrice or more farer then this and that i can move em, very differently of this but its similiar.)

And also my vision has changed this year mostly, when my eyes are closed i do not see blackness, yes there are black in it but most of what i see are the 7 colors of the rainbow, changing symetrical patterns of these color, everyday, and it does stack over my real vision but i find it quite hard to distinct what color i see if im looking at my aura because i seem to see so much color that i cant identify myself

Thank you for reading  

(Im from quebec and my native language is french, sorry for bad language usage)

Bonjour et bienvenue,

I have one of those occipital protuberances at the back of my skull too, I think it's fairly common!

I think I've always had colours rather than blackout when I shut my eyes, but it's definitely becoming more vivid.

Amusez vous

[non-e-raygun]

Bonjour et bienvenue,

I have one of those occipital protuberances at the back of my skull too, I think it's fairly common!


Amusez vous

Moi aussi

Welcome Draikonz. 

[cobra2411]

Not sure if I'm a wonderer but I am an ET soul and this is my first human life on earth. I'm one of the second wave of volunteers that Delores Cannon speaks about and formerly was a praying mantis type alien. I had a past life hypnotic regression done and that's what I was shown. I worked for a military/scientific group that was restoring an atmosphere of a moon that had been devastated by mining. The group was scientific in nature and made up of many different beings but was organised and regimented like the military. We were successful and it was a turning point for the civilization that we helped and they turned their efforts from materialistic goals to more spiritual goals and learned to live in harmony with one and other as well as nature.

I believe that was also at a shift in conscience, similar to what we are expecting here, but not quite as comprehensive. I think I was shown that partly to inform me that I seem to like to incarnate to worlds about to undergo some kind of shift.

I'll have to read that book that was listed and see if I'm also a wonderer. Possibly I am.

[non-e-raygun]

Not sure if I'm a wonderer but I am an ET soul and this is my first human life on earth. I'm one of the second wave of volunteers that Delores Cannon speaks about and formerly was a praying mantis type alien. I had a past life hypnotic regression done and that's what I was shown. I worked for a military/scientific group that was restoring an atmosphere of a moon that had been devastated by mining. The group was scientific in nature and made up of many different beings but was organised and regimented like the military. We were successful and it was a turning point for the civilization that we helped and they turned their efforts from materialistic goals to more spiritual goals and learned to live in harmony with one and other as well as nature.

I believe that was also at a shift in conscience, similar to what we are expecting here, but not quite as comprehensive. I think I was shown that partly to inform me that I seem to like to incarnate to worlds about to undergo some kind of shift.

I'll have to read that book that was listed and see if I'm also a wonderer. Possibly I am.

Did you recently have the regression done cobra? These appear to be new insights.
I remember flipping through one of those et handbooks of alien"races" and types a few years ago when i first came to this site and the praying mantis type was the first that i remember seeing and saying " oh yeah, I remember them".

[cobra2411]

Yup... Just last week I did the regression. I couldn't see my body for the whole thing till the end. She took me to the time of my death (old age) and said that as I floated up, out of my body I could turn and see what I looked like. I could see a long, slender body with long slender arms but the face was a blur so she suggested that I could focus and see it if it was something that I could handle and low and behold I started seeing bug eyes. I even commented that I looked like a human praying mantis. I lived to be 823 years old but I don't know who's years we're going by... I was a dark, dark gold color; it looked more brown to me.

I knew nothing about any praying mantis aliens before this. Also of noteworthy interest when I was on the ship, looking around at the computers I knew they had a telepathic interface and being the navigator I was able to pull up a navigational display that was generated from a series of crystals.

[non-e-raygun]

 That sounds intense. What was the regression process like? Was it like dreaming? Was it a mix of conscious and unconscious? Could you experience the passage of time? Were you out of your body looking in? Was it telepathic or internal knowing or symbolic reference?

Lol. I apologize for the laundry list of questions. My curiosity is piqued

[cobra2411]

Have you ever been in a dream where everything seemed real? Not quite to the point of being lucid and realizing but so real that you didn't remember that you had a waking life - you thought that was your life. It was kind of like that with someone directing you instead of your sub-conscience or whoever directing things. So sometimes when you're told to look around or know something it takes a moment to materialize. But that fogginess seemed somewhat normal. Kind of like you had a dose of nyquil or something at times.

The POV was from within the body and it seemed real. Well at least till the end when she took me to the time of my death. She had me feel my last breath then feel myself rise out of the body. At that time she suggested I could turn and see my body if I wanted to. Time was funny as we moved around so I have no idea how long I was under but I had a sense of time while in the moments.

Now when my sub-conscience came in it was different. It wasn't like a dream, I was channeling but my conscience mind was sitting in the corner kind of like an observer. It was a little bizarre though, almost out of body but not out of body. It felt like I was in the corner of a big room and the conversation was going on around me.

Now when I came out of it I had this intense pressure on my forehead/ third eye. I was almost as someone inserted a jack into my head, it was about 3-4" deep and maybe 3/4" in diameter. It took a few minutes for the sensation to subside. It was pressure but not painful though, not like a head ache or anything like that.


Edit:
Back to the death part - I remember now that I felt a tunnel or kind of white spot and was thinking that's where I needed to go. This was before she gave me the suggestion that I could turn and see my body. It was there the whole time but I didn't feel a pull toward it. It had a welcoming feel but it also felt like it was saying 'whenever you are ready come this way'. The death had been peaceful, in old age so I was ready to just go I think. I should have trucked off down the tunnel but that's another ball of worms I think...

[non-e-raygun]

Have you ever been in a dream where everything seemed real? Not quite to the point of being lucid and realizing but so real that you didn't remember that you had a waking life - you thought that was your life. It was kind of like that with someone directing you instead of your sub-conscience or whoever directing things. So sometimes when you're told to look around or know something it takes a moment to materialize. But that fogginess seemed somewhat normal. Kind of like you had a dose of nyquil or something at times.

The POV was from within the body and it seemed real. Well at least till the end when she took me to the time of my death. She had me feel my last breath then feel myself rise out of the body. At that time she suggested I could turn and see my body if I wanted to. Time was funny as we moved around so I have no idea how long I was under but I had a sense of time while in the moments.

Now when my sub-conscience came in it was different. It wasn't like a dream, I was channeling but my conscience mind was sitting in the corner kind of like an observer. It was a little bizarre though, almost out of body but not out of body. It felt like I was in the corner of a big room and the conversation was going on around me.

Now when I came out of it I had this intense pressure on my forehead/ third eye. I was almost as someone inserted a jack into my head, it was about 3-4" deep and maybe 3/4" in diameter. It took a few minutes for the sensation to subside. It was pressure but not painful though, not like a head ache or anything like that.


Edit:
Back to the death part - I remember now that I felt a tunnel or kind of white spot and was thinking that's where I needed to go. This was before she gave me the suggestion that I could turn and see my body. It was there the whole time but I didn't feel a pull toward it. It had a welcoming feel but it also felt like it was saying 'whenever you are ready come this way'. The death had been peaceful, in old age so I was ready to just go I think. I should have trucked off down the tunnel but that's another ball of worms I think...

Very cool.
Never really been a lucid dreamer in one sense of the word, but i can raise frequency and lower bodily sensation in waking consciousness to achieve similar states. It's interesting that your description reminds me of a culmination of similar experiences that i've posted about here. The shifting perspective from within body (as we commonly understand it) to out of body, etc. It is like a dream sequence where you can "become" any character in the room although sometimes your individuality is with you so you are gaining that perspective, sometimes you are "them" and another aspect of consciousness is "showing you" that pespective. Sometimes there is that birdseye enveloping view of the jist of the entire situation or relatively where its going relative to a perspective. Sometimes I've experience transforming into the raw materials and have been used by the counsciousness itself. I remember thinking that this was amazing until the consciousness or whatever began to individualize with "me" in it and was far too expansive to my limited capacity. "I" got booted out of that experience and ended up shaking in my bed sucking my perverbial thumb.

very encouraging insights Cobra.
It's exciting to watch the curtains opening up.