Question...

[Miketea99]

Today 12 Cimi, is the exact tone and sun sign that i decided to be born under. I've been reading many posts about people being feeling drained around this time, and that they don't hear or feel the energies that they did just a couple of weeks ago. Even though the energy reports that come in or fairly generic, is it possible that people are drawn to certain energies?
I've been hearing and feeling some intense energies since the 18th. I've been experiencing some life altering things lately, things that i couldn't forget even if i wanted to.

I had a dream about, "having to die in order to live", on Sunday, it was disturbing, I didn't understand it. This morning I had another one about the same thing but it wasn't disturbing. I realized I have to 'kill' off this incarnation of me (not suicidal by any means), by letting go of material things that no longer serves me. Starting from scratch, to me, is a symbolic death, the death of Mike Tea.

It kinda bothered me when i found out my mayan sun sign was death/transformer or whatever, i thought it was negative (I didn't know then what i know now, it was some time back)...

All that to ask this... What do the Maya say about anniversary days? Do they say anything about that?     

[amani313]

Today 12 Cimi, is the exact tone and sun sign that i decided to be born under. I've been reading many posts about people being feeling drained around this time, and that they don't hear or feel the energies that they did just a couple of weeks ago. Even though the energy reports that come in or fairly generic, is it possible that people are drawn to certain energies?
I've been hearing and feeling some intense energies since the 18th. I've been experiencing some life altering things lately, things that i couldn't forget even if i wanted to.

I had a dream about, "having to die in order to live", on Sunday, it was disturbing, I didn't understand it. This morning I had another one about the same thing but it wasn't disturbing. I realized I have to 'kill' off this incarnation of me (not suicidal by any means), by letting go of material things that no longer serves me. Starting from scratch, to me, is a symbolic death, the death of Mike Tea.

It kinda bothered me when i found out my mayan sun sign was death/transformer or whatever, i thought it was negative (I didn't know then what i know now, it was some time back)...

All that to ask this... What do the Maya say about anniversary days? Do they say anything about that?     

Here we go agian .ummmm I also have been made aware recently in fact yesterday I to have to die in order live ?

[no fear]

It sounds to me that it's more of a metaphor about letting go of your old self to be born anew than it is a physical death.  It's seems like it's the spiritual death of your materialist, 3d bound body with the current birth of your new spiritual self.

Perhaps there's more to it than that, but it seems you're off and running in the right direction!

The Beatles -Let It Be

[Lucifer]

Today 12 Cimi, is the exact tone and sun sign that i decided to be born under. I've been reading many posts about people being feeling drained around this time, and that they don't hear or feel the energies that they did just a couple of weeks ago. Even though the energy reports that come in or fairly generic, is it possible that people are drawn to certain energies?
I've been hearing and feeling some intense energies since the 18th. I've been experiencing some life altering things lately, things that i couldn't forget even if i wanted to.

I had a dream about, "having to die in order to live", on Sunday, it was disturbing, I didn't understand it. This morning I had another one about the same thing but it wasn't disturbing. I realized I have to 'kill' off this incarnation of me (not suicidal by any means), by letting go of material things that no longer serves me. Starting from scratch, to me, is a symbolic death, the death of Mike Tea.

It kinda bothered me when i found out my mayan sun sign was death/transformer or whatever, i thought it was negative (I didn't know then what i know now, it was some time back)...

All that to ask this... What do the Maya say about anniversary days? Do they say anything about that?     

Here we go agian .ummmm I also have been made aware recently in fact yesterday I to have to die in order live ?

yep... you/ego/old mind die in the body... that is amazing feeling you actually feel when "YOU" is integrating in the body and i don't have words to describe the feeling

just let go  everything is in perfect order...

[dcdaveclarke]

Today 12 Cm, is the exact tone and sun sign that i decided to be born under. I've been reading many posts about people being feeling drained around this time, and that they don't hear or feel the energies that they did just a couple of weeks ago. Even though the energy reports that come in or fairly generic, is it possible that people are drawn to certain energies?
I've been hearing and feeling some intense energies since the 18th. I've been experiencing some life altering things lately, things that i couldn't forget even if i wanted to.

I had a dream about, "having to die in order to live", on Sunday, it was disturbing, I didn't understand it. This morning I had another one about the same thing but it wasn't disturbing. I realized I have to 'kill' off this incarnation of me (not suicidal by any means), by letting go of material things that no longer serves me. Starting from scratch, to me, is a symbolic death, the death of Mike Tea.

It kinda bothered me when i found out my mayan sun sign was death/transformer or whatever, i thought it was negative (I didn't know then what i know now, it was some time back)...

All that to ask this... What do the Maya say about anniversary days? Do they say anything about that?     

I think for what its worth! the meaning maybe of "Death" in this scenario is the death of the Ego! in order to move on to the 5d experience! the Ego as it is now dosent want to be any part of it! so the meaning of the dream is to "die" (EGO!) In order to "live" in a higher state of bean!

[amani313]

Today 12 Cimi, is the exact tone and sun sign that i decided to be born under. I've been reading many posts about people being feeling drained around this time, and that they don't hear or feel the energies that they did just a couple of weeks ago. Even though the energy reports that come in or fairly generic, is it possible that people are drawn to certain energies?
I've been hearing and feeling some intense energies since the 18th. I've been experiencing some life altering things lately, things that i couldn't forget even if i wanted to.

I had a dream about, "having to die in order to live", on Sunday, it was disturbing, I didn't understand it. This morning I had another one about the same thing but it wasn't disturbing. I realized I have to 'kill' off this incarnation of me (not suicidal by any means), by letting go of material things that no longer serves me. Starting from scratch, to me, is a symbolic death, the death of Mike Tea.

It kinda bothered me when i found out my mayan sun sign was death/transformer or whatever, i thought it was negative (I didn't know then what i know now, it was some time back)...

All that to ask this... What do the Maya say about anniversary days? Do they say anything about that?     

Here we go agian .ummmm I also have been made aware recently in fact yesterday I to have to die in order live ?

yep... you/ego/old mind die in the body... that is amazing feeling you actually feel when "YOU" is integrating in the body and i don't have words to describe the feeling

just let go  everything is in perfect order...

The feeling is profound cant explain.....I am expanding within so rapidily,and yet still physically not growing.....................I am able today to detach me from "I"....I am able to percieve  the" I" some how !! and I am aware the "I " is now in control or the "I" has greater influence over the me.....does that make sense to anyone ?
When I was made aware that I must die in order to live,I gave spontanous acceptance from my heart to this....once this happened thats when the change in control happened.

[amani313]

Today 12 Cimi, is the exact tone and sun sign that i decided to be born under. I've been reading many posts about people being feeling drained around this time, and that they don't hear or feel the energies that they did just a couple of weeks ago. Even though the energy reports that come in or fairly generic, is it possible that people are drawn to certain energies?
I've been hearing and feeling some intense energies since the 18th. I've been experiencing some life altering things lately, things that i couldn't forget even if i wanted to.

I had a dream about, "having to die in order to live", on Sunday, it was disturbing, I didn't understand it. This morning I had another one about the same thing but it wasn't disturbing. I realized I have to 'kill' off this incarnation of me (not suicidal by any means), by letting go of material things that no longer serves me. Starting from scratch, to me, is a symbolic death, the death of Mike Tea.

It kinda bothered me when i found out my mayan sun sign was death/transformer or whatever, i thought it was negative (I didn't know then what i know now, it was some time back)...

All that to ask this... What do the Maya say about anniversary days? Do they say anything about that?     

Here we go agian .ummmm I also have been made aware recently in fact yesterday I to have to die in order live ?

yep... you/ego/old mind die in the body... that is amazing feeling you actually feel when "YOU" is integrating in the body and i don't have words to describe the feeling

just let go  everything is in perfect order...

This may sound silly but that picture you posted represents me.....please tell me what you see in the picture or what you feel the picture represents

Thankyou

[amani313]

I am sorry to babble on,I might as well say this as well .It sounds absolutely stupid and illogical but.
Since the experience .I told one of my daughters  something and it was not until after I realised what I had said.My mouth opened and it just spontanously came out.
Ok here we go;
I told her very calmly"if within the next 36 months I just disappear,then not to worry as I am ok."

I have an innate feeling somehow after I made this statement that I am disappearing slowley .

Something is happening to me,could be insanity....... multi-personality disorder.........or the time is now.

Ok I have said it 

[Lucifer]

Today 12 Cimi, is the exact tone and sun sign that i decided to be born under. I've been reading many posts about people being feeling drained around this time, and that they don't hear or feel the energies that they did just a couple of weeks ago. Even though the energy reports that come in or fairly generic, is it possible that people are drawn to certain energies?
I've been hearing and feeling some intense energies since the 18th. I've been experiencing some life altering things lately, things that i couldn't forget even if i wanted to.

I had a dream about, "having to die in order to live", on Sunday, it was disturbing, I didn't understand it. This morning I had another one about the same thing but it wasn't disturbing. I realized I have to 'kill' off this incarnation of me (not suicidal by any means), by letting go of material things that no longer serves me. Starting from scratch, to me, is a symbolic death, the death of Mike Tea.

It kinda bothered me when i found out my mayan sun sign was death/transformer or whatever, i thought it was negative (I didn't know then what i know now, it was some time back)...

All that to ask this... What do the Maya say about anniversary days? Do they say anything about that?     

Here we go agian .ummmm I also have been made aware recently in fact yesterday I to have to die in order live ?

yep... you/ego/old mind die in the body... that is amazing feeling you actually feel when "YOU" is integrating in the body and i don't have words to describe the feeling

just let go  everything is in perfect order...

This may sound silly but that picture you posted represents me.....please tell me what you see in the picture or what you feel the picture represents

Thankyou

when i see the picture.. i get one feeling and it's that when the Spirit/I AM presents (what ever you wanna call it) emerges with the physical body

You emerge with the REAL YOU

that's when you stop thinking without falling asleep... and you start feeling what is real

[Aldeberan]

I think DCDave hit the nail right on the head.

I think for what its worth! the meaning maybe of "Death" in this scenario is the death of the Ego! in order to move on to the 5d experience! the Ego as it is now dosent want to be any part of it! so the meaning of the dream is to "die" (EGO!) In order to "live" in a higher state of bean!

The 3-D Ego has to die to ascend, you'll get a new one in 5-D. Here's an ol' Willie Nelson tune I really like. There's one verse in here where he say's "I laugh when I can, and I live with the rest, I learned that holding on means to let go."

Ain't necessarily so Willie Nelson

[amani313]

Today 12 Cimi, is the exact tone and sun sign that i decided to be born under. I've been reading many posts about people being feeling drained around this time, and that they don't hear or feel the energies that they did just a couple of weeks ago. Even though the energy reports that come in or fairly generic, is it possible that people are drawn to certain energies?
I've been hearing and feeling some intense energies since the 18th. I've been experiencing some life altering things lately, things that i couldn't forget even if i wanted to.

I had a dream about, "having to die in order to live", on Sunday, it was disturbing, I didn't understand it. This morning I had another one about the same thing but it wasn't disturbing. I realized I have to 'kill' off this incarnation of me (not suicidal by any means), by letting go of material things that no longer serves me. Starting from scratch, to me, is a symbolic death, the death of Mike Tea.

It kinda bothered me when i found out my mayan sun sign was death/transformer or whatever, i thought it was negative (I didn't know then what i know now, it was some time back)...

All that to ask this... What do the Maya say about anniversary days? Do they say anything about that?     

Here we go agian .ummmm I also have been made aware recently in fact yesterday I to have to die in order live ?

yep... you/ego/old mind die in the body... that is amazing feeling you actually feel when "YOU" is integrating in the body and i don't have words to describe the feeling

just let go  everything is in perfect order...

This may sound silly but that picture you posted represents me.....please tell me what you see in the picture or what you feel the picture represents

Thankyou

when i see the picture.. i get one feeling and it's that when the Spirit/I AM presents (what ever you wanna call it) emerges with the physical body

You emerge with the REAL YOU

that's when you stop thinking without falling asleep... and you start feeling what is real

Thankyou very much 

[Lucifer]

I am sorry to babble on,I might as well say this as well .It sounds absolutely stupid and illogical but.
Since the experience .I told one of my daughters  something and it was not until after I realised what I had said.My mouth opened and it just spontanously came out.
Ok here we go;
I told her very calmly"if within the next 36 months I just disappear,then not to worry as I am ok."

I have an innate feeling somehow after I made this statement that I am disappearing slowley .

Something is happening to me,could be insanity....... multi-personality disorder.........or the time is now.

Ok I have said it 

you are releasing your fears .. it happens in two ways.. in dreams and with other people
nothing to worry you defiantly not going to disappear... we need you here and nothing is wrong with your sanity ... JUST LET GO!!!

Neneh Cherry Feat Youssou N'dour - Seven Seconds

[amani313]

I am sorry to babble on,I might as well say this as well .It sounds absolutely stupid and illogical but.
Since the experience .I told one of my daughters  something and it was not until after I realised what I had said.My mouth opened and it just spontanously came out.
Ok here we go;
I told her very calmly"if within the next 36 months I just disappear,then not to worry as I am ok."

I have an innate feeling somehow after I made this statement that I am disappearing slowley .

Something is happening to me,could be insanity....... multi-personality disorder.........or the time is now.

Ok I have said it 

you are releasing your fears .. it happens in two ways.. in dreams and with other people
nothing to worry you defiantly not going to disappear... we need you here and nothing is wrong with your sanity ... JUST LET GO!!!

Neneh Cherry Feat Youssou N'dour - Seven Seconds

I am LETTING GO 
Thankyou

[Lucifer]

it start to make sense ... today what i was feeling ... you are feeling to.. but.. here is 26 August... 02:04 at night
it has to do something with the sun... it's little strange you are in 25 August.. now.. but that's past to me... 

just a though 

PS: and one earth day actually is 48 hours .. not 24.. from earth point of view  :

[Miketea99]

When i see that picture (with the two fingers) it seems that there are three entities present, cosmic father (coming from the heavens); earth mother (SE); and their creation (Me/We/Us...the spark).

While sitting the other day, in my chill spot, I was listening to nothing in particular, then all of a sudden I heard a very distinct frequency. The more I just listened, the more intense it was. With my eyes closed, I felt like i was vibrating, my eyes started twitching and i felt like i was communicating with myself? (can't really explain how it felt).

I kept my mind clear and just focused on the sound, then i got really happy, and just laughing for no particular reason. When this happened two or three other distinct frequencies started (or i became aware of them?). I kept listening, then out of nowhere i started to move...well not physically, more energetically. Felt like i was floating at a weird angle (almost a sideways angle?).

It was new to me but, i just let it be and not over think it. then it came to me that i was grounded and was aligned with the Earth's energy field. It took me awhile to get back to normal, felt like i was really light (weight) but my connection with the Earth energy was keeping me from floating off?  

...It's hard to explain, but I think all of this is going to reveal itself before 2012. ...Just what I'm feeling

[Lucifer]

...It's hard to explain, but I think all of this is going to reveal itself before 2012. ...Just what I'm feeling

definitely... 2012 is only to ring a bell .. and it's seems to do the job

[no fear]

When i see that picture (with the two fingers) it seems that there are three entities present, cosmic father (coming from the heavens); earth mother (SE); and their creation (Me/We/Us...the spark).

While sitting the other day, in my chill spot, I was listening to nothing in particular, then all of a sudden I heard a very distinct frequency. The more I just listened, the more intense it was. With my eyes closed, I felt like i was vibrating, my eyes started twitching and i felt like i was communicating with myself? (can't really explain how it felt).

I kept my mind clear and just focused on the sound, then i got really happy, and just laughing for no particular reason. When this happened two or three other distinct frequencies started (or i became aware of them?). I kept listening, then out of nowhere i started to move...well not physically, more energetically. Felt like i was floating at a weird angle (almost a sideways angle?).

It was new to me but, i just let it be and not over think it. then it came to me that i was grounded and was aligned with the Earth's energy field. It took me awhile to get back to normal, felt like i was really light (weight) but my connection with the Earth energy was keeping me from floating off?  

...It's hard to explain, but I think all of this is going to reveal itself before 2012. ...Just what I'm feeling

you explained it perfectly!!!  I felt that way when I was walking on the beach the other day  

[amani313]

it start to make sense ... today what i was feeling ... you are feeling to.. but.. here is 26 August... 02:04 at night
it has to do something with the sun... it's little strange you are in 25 August.. now.. but that's past to me... 

just a though 

PS: and one earth day actually is 48 hours .. not 24.. from earth point of view  :

OMG yes the Sun ................I know it has something to do with the sun also !
It was only yesterday I told a friend about my recent studies and the Sun is playing a major part of something, OMG it all  makes sense now.

Please could you expand on the 48 hours ?

Thankyou very much for sharing this 

[amani313]

When i see that picture (with the two fingers) it seems that there are three entities present, cosmic father (coming from the heavens); earth mother (SE); and their creation (Me/We/Us...the spark).

While sitting the other day, in my chill spot, I was listening to nothing in particular, then all of a sudden I heard a very distinct frequency. The more I just listened, the more intense it was. With my eyes closed, I felt like i was vibrating, my eyes started twitching and i felt like i was communicating with myself? (can't really explain how it felt).

I kept my mind clear and just focused on the sound, then i got really happy, and just laughing for no particular reason. When this happened two or three other distinct frequencies started (or i became aware of them?). I kept listening, then out of nowhere i started to move...well not physically, more energetically. Felt like i was floating at a weird angle (almost a sideways angle?).

It was new to me but, i just let it be and not over think it. then it came to me that i was grounded and was aligned with the Earth's energy field. It took me awhile to get back to normal, felt like i was really light (weight) but my connection with the Earth energy was keeping me from floating off?  

...It's hard to explain, but I think all of this is going to reveal itself before 2012. ...Just what I'm feeling

I too have experienced moving at a very weird angel,only my body not my feet they could not move,so I was like wobbling ? very very slowly ........I have never experienced this either until recently,the wobble and the slowness is what I noticed the most as it seemed to go agiant my physical laws of nature or physics .
The tones and twitching I have had for some time now...............but recently new tones,they are changing they are like harmony's now.They are pleasant not high pitched anymore,or maybe my hearing has adapted now  I still have 24 /7 white noise though,and I have learned to live with this.

Thankyou for sharing

[Lilly]

for me the end november 09 has so many sign posts to radical change in many areas of my life,
the willy wonka film poped in my mind when the boat goes into the time tunnel.i work for cadburys and im a CME.

ooops it might not make sense to you sorry but it is soooo clear to me

[dcdaveclarke]

I think DCDave hit the nail right on the head.

I think for what its worth! the meaning maybe of "Death" in this scenario is the death of the Ego! in order to move on to the 5d experience! the Ego as it is now dosent want to be any part of it! so the meaning of the dream is to "die" (EGO!) In order to "live" in a higher state of bean!

The 3-D Ego has to die to ascend, you'll get a new one in 5-D. Here's an ol' Willie Nelson tune I really like. There's one verse in here where he Say's "I laugh when I can, and I live with the rest, I learned that holding on means to let go."

Ain't necessarily so Willie Nelson

Love! Willie Nelson! "I learned that holding on means letting go!"  Thanks for the "UP" Man! I thought everybody was "ignoring" my comment there for a minute! :

[Domo]

[digitalrasta]

,
the willy wonka film poped in my mind when the boat goes into the time tunnel.

We are the music makers, the dreamers of the dreams---------Willy Wonka

[Miketea99]

I too have experienced moving at a very weird angel,only my body not my feet they could not move,so I was like wobbling ? very very slowly ........I have never experienced this either until recently,the wobble and the slowness is what I noticed the most as it seemed to go agiant my physical laws of nature or physics .
The tones and twitching I have had for some time now...............but recently new tones,they are changing they are like harmony's now.They are pleasant not high pitched anymore,or maybe my hearing has adapted now  I still have 24 /7 white noise though,and I have learned to live with this.

Thankyou for sharing

YES!!!!!! This is exactly what i was trying to explain!   Even with the feet glued to the ground, i neglected to say that previously.   ...and the static a.k.a. white noise

[amani313]

I too have experienced moving at a very weird angel,only my body not my feet they could not move,so I was like wobbling ? very very slowly ........I have never experienced this either until recently,the wobble and the slowness is what I noticed the most as it seemed to go agiant my physical laws of nature or physics .
The tones and twitching I have had for some time now...............but recently new tones,they are changing they are like harmony's now.They are pleasant not high pitched anymore,or maybe my hearing has adapted now  I still have 24 /7 white noise though,and I have learned to live with this.

Thankyou for sharing

YES!!!!!! This is exactly what i was trying to explain!   Even with the feet glued to the ground, i neglected to say that previously.   ...and the static a.k.a. white noise

I am the opposite side of the world to all of you,we are experiencing the same roughly at the same time once agian....these experiences are different now...they are life changing do we agree on this ?
The next step ?...... is allot closer than 2012

[amani313]

We are also connecting with each other........ collective consciousness........Oneness.....God it really is happening.
We agreed in the begining we would help each other.

I am totally phased as to what is coming to my mind at this moment !!!!!!!!!!!!

[living_the_illusion]

We are also connecting with each other........ collective consciousness........Oneness.....God it really is happening.
We agreed in the begining we would help each other.

I am totally phased as to what is coming to my mind at this moment !!!!!!!!!!!!

Soul Groups and connections have been in my "reality" lately too.  How fun is it when we move the intellectual to the experiential or known?!!   

[amani313]

We are also connecting with each other........ collective consciousness........Oneness.....God it really is happening.
We agreed in the begining we would help each other.

I am totally phased as to what is coming to my mind at this moment !!!!!!!!!!!!

Soul Groups and connections have been in my "reality" lately too.  How fun is it when we move the intellectual to the experiential or known?!!   

  I feel like a lab rat  but so enjoying this