Wow, ok yep thankyou Dave and LTI. + Karma.
You mentioned the self-correcting mechanism for when one wanders, and so they are not really wandering... So true... I sat quietly in my room today and did a little meditaiton and asked what my inner vision was, and I got the answer immediately, and strongly. Although it is not really what I wanted to hear, I know is the truth, and I know what I have to do. But then a song played on the radio that was a little too personnal for my liking and I got a little emotional and freaked out.. and when that happens I usually get a little confused and then depresssed. So not the best time today. Ahhh, I slept it off.
But hey at least I am back on track now... apparantly.... I just gotta hold it together... cuz I know 'things will only get better'.
And yes sounds true that my need for the answer now is ego based... All is right... I just gotta remember that...
Peace and love guys, and thankyou. Floop.